TINDER PronounsHe/Him ARTPOPster 1,331 Posted October 14, 2020 Share Posted October 14, 2020 Well, I had this idea for a very long time, to create a thread where people just can vent out all the sadness and bad feelings that they are having and just can talk things out and about each other, to share all the heaviness inside their hearts to people on the internet, because (in my case though) I don't have real friends I'd say. For me, Things are not going that we'll, I have to work, while attending my Uni classes plus I'm having my internship work, and the environment is not healthy either, I'm physically and mentally exhausted. I'm on anti depressants as well. All these days passing by I'm just hoping the coming year will be. Good, because 2020 has been an utter nightmare for me. Wishing love and kindness to all. Bring your feelings out messies let's talk. 4 3 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
gagaschickens ARTPOPster 1,583 Posted October 14, 2020 Share Posted October 14, 2020 omg great, a negativity thread! love this the other day i was in science class when my brain reminded me how lonely i feel, even though i have a pretty solid friend group. i spent the entire period thinking about how i cant express most my thoughts freely, while with friends, because ill probably get criticized and how that makes me so sad it all ended up making me really upset for the rest of the day. 3 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
TINDER PronounsHe/Him ARTPOPster 1,331 Posted October 14, 2020 Author Share Posted October 14, 2020 3 minutes ago, gagaschickens said: omg great, a negativity thread! love this the other day i was in science class when my brain reminded me how lonely i feel, even though i have a pretty solid friend group. i spent the entire period thinking about how i cant express most my thoughts freely, while with friends, because ill probably get criticized and how that makes me so sad it all ended up making me really upset for the rest of the day. Ya when I used to go to college in person, I used to have the exact same feeling, it's like I feel I cannot be who really I am infront of them. Sometimes I feel so suffocating. 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
gagaschickens ARTPOPster 1,583 Posted October 14, 2020 Share Posted October 14, 2020 Just now, TINDER said: Ya when I used to go to college in person, I used to have the exact same feeling, it's like I feel I cannot be who really I am infront of them. Sometimes I feel so suffocating. this! i get so exhausted, and also schoolwork is draining me out, but sis has to keep her grades up high! and no, not only to make my parents proud, but also to make me feel good about myself. low grades are not very stunning. 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
DonatellaPop PronounsHe/Him but They/Them is fine too idm The Popster 248 Posted October 14, 2020 Share Posted October 14, 2020 I'm so insecure of the way my face moves when I talk / make any facial expression 2 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
TINDER PronounsHe/Him ARTPOPster 1,331 Posted October 14, 2020 Author Share Posted October 14, 2020 7 minutes ago, gagaschickens said: this! i get so exhausted, and also schoolwork is draining me out, but sis has to keep her grades up high! and no, not only to make my parents proud, but also to make me feel good about myself. low grades are not very stunning. Oh my god exactly! It's like a sudden urge you get in your stomach, that I can't wait to prove them haters wrong. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
ryanripley Pronounshe/him Popster This Way 769 Posted October 14, 2020 Share Posted October 14, 2020 i want a boyfriend 3 2 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jillian The Popster 30 Posted October 14, 2020 Share Posted October 14, 2020 Thank you for creating this thread. Now more than ever it’s so important that we talk to and listen to each other. Opening up about your feelings and struggles isn’t easy. You’re so brave to do this. You’re definitely not alone with the stress and sadness you’re feeling with 2020. This year has hit hard and painfully. I too am struggling to feel any joy. It feels like joy has been taken out of our lives completely. Here in the U.S. it’s just been constant chaos and stress since the middle of March. It’s so exhausting. This election is making it 10 times worse. You’re definitely not alone. I really admire your dedication to taking classes and doing an internship at the same time. That’s hard work and I’m proud of you for sticking to it. We will hopefully get through this 2020 nightmare of a year. I know we can get through anything by sticking together. We got this! 4 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
gagaschickens ARTPOPster 1,583 Posted October 14, 2020 Share Posted October 14, 2020 9 minutes ago, DonatellaPop said: I'm so insecure of the way my face moves when I talk / make any facial expression omg same masks are a lifesaver for me, because now the only part of my face visible are my eyes which i am surprisingly not insecure about 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
DonatellaPop PronounsHe/Him but They/Them is fine too idm The Popster 248 Posted October 14, 2020 Share Posted October 14, 2020 Just now, gagaschickens said: omg same masks are a lifesaver for me, because now the only part of my face visible are my eyes which i am surprisingly not insecure about THIS! 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
TINDER PronounsHe/Him ARTPOPster 1,331 Posted October 14, 2020 Author Share Posted October 14, 2020 7 minutes ago, Jillian said: Thank you for creating this thread. Now more than ever it’s so important that we talk to and listen to each other. Opening up about your feelings and struggles isn’t easy. You’re so brave to do this. You’re definitely not alone with the stress and sadness you’re feeling with 2020. This year has hit hard and painfully. I too am struggling to feel any joy. It feels like joy has been taken out of our lives completely. Here in the U.S. it’s just been constant chaos and stress since the middle of March. It’s so exhausting. This election is making it 10 times worse. You’re definitely not alone. I really admire your dedication to taking classes and doing an internship at the same time. That’s hard work and I’m proud of you for sticking to it. We will hopefully get through this 2020 nightmare of a year. I know we can get through anything by sticking together. We got this! Thank you so much love 💕 2 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
TINDER PronounsHe/Him ARTPOPster 1,331 Posted October 14, 2020 Author Share Posted October 14, 2020 10 minutes ago, ryanripley said: i want a boyfriend Well I'm sure you'll find one! I hope you get your Tom Hiddleston soon. 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doot Popster This Way 821 Posted October 14, 2020 Share Posted October 14, 2020 I'm here if any of you hennies ever need to talk. Today I'm not sad, but rather annoyed because after spending $100 on groceries ...there's nothing I want to eat. 3 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
NotDoctor PronounsHe/they Popster to Popster 4,584 Posted October 14, 2020 Share Posted October 14, 2020 Everything is so dire in the US even outside of a god damn global pandemic. I haven't slept well in years. I'm always exhausted and furious. My body is physically starting to break from the stress and tension I harbor. I can't just look away or pretend it's not happening and I don't get desensitized; it all just keeps hitting me over and over. I just need the election to be over and for Trump to lose but I am so terrified of the outcome 5 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
raragaga Pronouns𝖍𝖊/𝖍𝖎𝖒 The Fame Popster 276 Posted October 14, 2020 Share Posted October 14, 2020 I just feel so unhappy with where my life is and has been for years. I've been trying to make the changes necessary, but with Covid, everything has been pushed to the side. I want to find happiness again. I want to have a relationship, and feel more confident in myself. But it feels like I wont find that until I make a bunch of changes. 1 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
EuphoricVibez Banned 303 Posted October 14, 2020 Share Posted October 14, 2020 After my year long depression, I find that if someone tries to argue with me, I tear into them, and don't give them a chance to argue much because I'm in self defense mode. For example, if you're talking about me behind my back, and I find out about it, then I'll confront you, and tell you that if you wanna gossip, you better say what you said to other people about me to me. 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
TINDER PronounsHe/Him ARTPOPster 1,331 Posted October 14, 2020 Author Share Posted October 14, 2020 15 minutes ago, EuphoricVibez said: After my year long depression, I find that if someone tries to argue with me, I tear into them, and don't give them a chance to argue much because I'm in self defense mode. For example, if you're talking about me behind my back, and I find out about it, then I'll confront you, and tell you that if you wanna gossip, you better say what you said to other people about me to me. Why is this exactly my mindset. More power to you love 💕 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
TINDER PronounsHe/Him ARTPOPster 1,331 Posted October 14, 2020 Author Share Posted October 14, 2020 26 minutes ago, raragaga said: I just feel so unhappy with where my life is and has been for years. I've been trying to make the changes necessary, but with Covid, everything has been pushed to the side. I want to find happiness again. I want to have a relationship, and feel more confident in myself. But it feels like I wont find that until I make a bunch of changes. I hope you get all you wish for! I hope you find your way out, and figure out your necessary changes. Much love 💕 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
raragaga Pronouns𝖍𝖊/𝖍𝖎𝖒 The Fame Popster 276 Posted October 14, 2020 Share Posted October 14, 2020 3 minutes ago, TINDER said: I hope you get all you wish for! I hope you find your way out, and figure out your necessary changes. Much love 💕 thanks, love 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
LadyGoo The Popster 14 Posted October 15, 2020 Share Posted October 15, 2020 (edited) Days like today... I need a mental break so bad. I just need a break. I can't take off of work because the job I have literally has lives hanging in the balance. If I call in sick it just adds 10x more to my plate the next time I come to work, and countless people waste their time because they have to reschedule, and there is not a single day during the week I can take off... it's like Monday is THIS, the rest of the week is THIS, you cannot take off at all. I need a mental health day and I am just struggling. I have to take anxiety medication just to get through a regular day. Tomorrow will be better. But days like today I just am exhausted. I have applied for a lot of jobs and no call backs. I feel trapped, like I am on the train of life and trapped and can't get off or I will be run over. So I just keep swimming and swimming. Edited October 15, 2020 by LadyGoo 1 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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